thinking of the future...

there are some days when I think of all the things i think i could do. I dream, if you will.

this is my dreaming face:

Allow me to share.

I think I could be a photographer forever.

Im really loving it more and more.

Its so fun to capture a moment.

To have a memory on a piece of paper that takes you back.

I looo-hooove this. ----------------------------->

I also think I could be a nanny forever.

I really do love this more than words can explain.
I love being in a home, being with kids. taking care of lunch and snacks.
thinking up fun projects or field trips.
Most of all I just love loving those little youngins :)
They brighten my life up.
(i honestly cant get enough of you G, Addi and Paigers)

it makes me think of being married and having kids.

I realize more and more everyday

Especially during Christmas time.

Maybe its common for the average single 24 year old girl to think of getting married around the holidays.

Ok ok ok... so maybe i think of it more than just christmas time.

but more so christmas time.

I cant wait to decorate my own place with my little family.

that will be so fun.

ooooone daaaaay my priiiiiince will coooooome..... oooone daaaaay we'll...

ohh sorry... lost myself in the moment there.

Although I do spend a lengthy amount of time day dreaming about my future I have to admit that I'm really enjoying the present.

I have such wonderful people in my life.

And for the first time I'm allowing myself to try new things.

Example: photography.

this = love.

* side note: thankyou Jozette. You may not know this but a conversation that I had with YOU is what made me decide to try photography! **

Plus editing pictures has now taken the time I used to spend looking at wedding dresses.

I have decided this is a good thing.

I'm sure one day I'll get married and have kids and a house and thoroughly enjoy the Holidays in my own home...

but for now.

Im loving myself. Adoring those little Dean

girls. And the basement isnt half bad. :)

mom even helped me decorate.

Happy holidays from Brooke.

Maybe its good to think of everything we have now and not dream so much about what could be. :)

Life is Good.
God is Gooder (yep. I said Gooder).

And i'm thankful for the present of the present.

(you got it).