restless.

steal my heart. hold me close. let me hear a still small voice. let it grow. let it rise. into a shout. into a cry.

So, I cant sleep.

This is a re-occurring event.

I was going through some worship songs tonight when I came across this song.

A woman in my church talked to me on Sunday about this song in particular.

and I literally just happened to come upon it tonight.

it broke me.

its called restless.

how fitting for a girl that cant sleep at night, eh?

This song talks about how I will forever be restless until I rest in Him.

Man, I fail there. everyday.

I so often think I can handle everything.

I want things in my control.

I want to make excuses...

where does this leave Brooke?

restless.

I so desire to rest in HIM daily.

Rest in his truths, in his songs.

I so long to fill up the spaces with my worship.

I need to remember that HE is the keeper of my heart.

until I rest in HIM i will forever be restless.

What an opportunity to hear HIM.

What a chance I have right now, as I toss and turn, to hear HIM whisper to me.

I get so distracted by.... myself.

its "breaking" to know of all the opportunities to hear from HIM that i have missed just...

because.

Lord, I dont want to miss another "talk".

Without you I am hopeless.

Tell me who you are...

:)